I don't know what I am doing now. I hope to be going back to school and working full time as a teacher. We keep praying for one of my applications to be impressive. But for the first time in my life, I don't know what I am doing or where the future will lead. It is hard not being able to plan. It makes me kind of nervous to grow up... For my whole life, I wanted to get married and graduate from BYU. Check and check--but now what? I keep fighting back the tears--am I ready to have an "adult" job? It is really beginning to hit me as I realize that today is the last day of 2010.
What will I be doing next week?? Next month? Forget trying to plan out next year--that is WAY to far out and we have to make it through January first.
So here is to 2011...
the year where I have NO idea what I'm doing
and NO clue what the future holds... :)